Jan 26, 2015

God steadies my heart

I've been having some hard time lately, but it kept bringing me close to God and made my heart tender to everything I receive from Him! I'm so thankful that God so often encourages me and lifts me up through songs and words that I yearn to tell and sing to Him but can't find them. He knows my heart and this song speaks of my journey in this moment. I have so many unanswered questions in my head that when I'm going to bed I can't shut them down even though I'm exhausted. I cling to Him with steadfastness, because I know Him, I know He is good and He shelters me from the cold carrying me and never letting me go (Immanuel). I put my world into His hands and He comforts me and steadies my heart. I feel Him in the stillness...oh, what would I do without Him?

Dec 6, 2014

For the dreamers

This will be a short post! I just wanted to say that I am a big dreamer! I envision things and really want them to come into being, but it's so hard to hold unto dreams that don't come true in the time frame I envision it. You need God in such situations, to know Him and to hold on even if on the edge. You should never let go EVEN if you see the contrary. Hold on to them even when your eyes are full of tears. Be the Joseph of your generation and WAIT for Him to act, because He will, oh yes...He will! 

God encouraged me so much after I was pretty disappointed with the things I'm not seeing and would want to see, so I cried out to Him and He came to my rescue. I want to encourage the dreamers out there with the words He told me:

Dec 1, 2014

Spoiling children?

In the past weeks I've been so sorry, so sorrowful and even mad, because I saw parents, mothers and fathers, who can't raise their children. My heart ached so much for the children, who are being destroyed because of two people who can't live their lives properly and take responsibility for their own child. I'm pretty devastated after seeing the carelessness of people with children. I work a lot with children for years and I love them so much and I try to be the best example I can be, by being myself filled with love for them.

Oct 12, 2014

The revelation

I've learned something awesome and I wanted to share it with you. We all know the story where Jesus speaks with a Samaritan woman at the Jacob's well. It's interesting how many mysteries there are in that passage. I've never thought of it like that. Let's see. The first interesting thing is that Jesus sat down at the Jacob's well. This well which represents all our corruption, all of the mixture, all the clever I-want-to-be-better-than-everybody-else...the old well. This well was closed by Jesus, because as He came, He SAT down. A Well sitting on a well. He really is a well. He closed a stream and opened up a living stream. Suddenly a woman came with a container and wanted to draw water. Jesus said to her: “Please give me a drink.”, but He spoke in mystery, going deeper, wanting to touch her heart not just have water. He was trying to bring her to think in a different realm, but she kept thinking about all the differences between him and her, where they worship, how they worship, Jerusalem, the mountain, questioning how He can give her living water...she was totally mixed up. 

Sep 23, 2014

Overwhelmed by His stunning beauty & faithfulness

In August I was on a trip with my youth group and we hiked a lot enjoying the great view. First, we went to an adventure park and it was very challenging, because I don't have so much strength in my hands (sadly, that's a fact). We had to face obstacles and to have faith that we can do anything if we don't give up in the middle of it. We had to concentrate, exceed our limits,  trust in our ability to do it, have fun, be equipped, climb, go on despite uncertainty, leave our fear of height out and not remain caught in the net (oh my goodness, this was the hardest). But I really liked it... There was a point I thought I can't do it, that was Tarzan's net. My strength faded away and I was feeling so powerless and useless to move, but then with my sister encouraging me and with time I did it and was happy to get finish that track :) 

Aug 4, 2014


A post from me again, finally! In the past weeks, I've often been concerned about my outward looks and how I'm not gaining weight even though I eat a lot, how I look like a teenage girl, how white my skin is, how my hair isn't standing as I want it to, how my eyes change their color and so on and so forth. So many unnecessary cares, but still they suddenly pop up and you see yourself facing them. I'm writing this because I realized that outward beauty isn't what makes a person although many think that. But as I think about my experiences with people I have good memories of those who weren't beauty-queens on the outside, but marvelous and amazingly beautiful on the inside!

May 17, 2014

Working for our good

I wanted to write about how God knows every detail of our lives and how He brings everything together to really work for our good, even though we sometimes mess things up. I will write about something amazing from my life which made me love Him more!

When I was little I clearly remember playing the piano which was in our living room. I wasn't learning to play it or taking courses. I was just playing foolishly. I loved going there, taking lyrics of the worship songs from our church and play whatever key I felt like pushing and singing to it. I used to register myself singing using a tape recorder. I often went there and my memories are very vivid. 

Apr 6, 2014

Strong Identity

The previous week we had a great meeting at our youth group and God has shown our leader something amazing which I wanted to share to all of you. I want to keep it short, so here it is:

The basic Scripture: John 1:19-28

Our identity is primarily influenced by three very important things in our lives:

  1. our goal/ our perspective;
  2. our living/ our behavior;
  3. our accomplishments/ fruits/ successes;
So if we have a strong identity, then:
  1. we will proceed toward a good goal
  2. our behavior will prove it alongside
  3. we will see accomplishments (reach the goals that we've set)

Mar 9, 2014

I will pray until I become prayer itself

Here comes something that has been very close to my heart, or even better: it is part of my life. This is like the story of my life. It's something that really describes what I've been through on my journey on this earth! God is so perfect that every minute of my life makes sense and I find my delight totally in Him!